Well, in a nut shell... God is amazing and my relationship with him only continues to grow stronger.He has been my rock through everything and I can honestly say that I fully trust him with my life, He is my beloved and my hope and joy. This last year has been a long and hard journey. I dropped n let go of my life, my desires, my dreams and my loves to follow God and follow His life for me, His desires, His dreams and fell in love with him. It has been hard. I let go of who I was planning on and thought I was going to marry, left a life that I thought made me happy and friendships that I thought were real. I die daily, as it says in 1 Corin 15:31, "I affirm by boasting in you which i have in Jesus our Lord, I die daily." Each day I deny what my flesh desires and choose what God wants for me. It isn't easy and it's a daily thing. As I have put God first in my life, my life has been open to see things through His eyes. I have never been so happy. I know that I am never alone and that I am meant for a purpose. I am a disciple of Christ and a worrier for His Kingdom. Since I have done this, my life has been nothing but amazing.
Got a new job at a wireless place in Costco, Living in good ol' Nampa, building my Marketing resume rapidly and I mentor High School girls. I am being stretched in so many areas and it only continues to grow me more and more. In the growth I have seen in my passions and dreams is far beyond what I could have thought and it all serves Him.
I am happy, I'm loved by many and my life full of excitement and Its only going to get better. I couldn't ask for more.
You should join the journey. I promise you that you wont regret it ;)
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