So.... My great grandmother passed away the other night... I woke up just before 1am Tuesday morning. The room looked like it was totally flipped upside down and spinning. I instantly ran to the door cause I thought I may throw up and my heart was racing so bad. The best way to describe it is almost like an anxiety/panic attack. After I had woke up Darin with how loud I was, him freaking out/worried about me, I calmed myself down. I stood there bent over trying to breath, calming my heart beat down, I realized this feeling was oh too familiar. Once calmed down, I walked the bed, whispered to Darin that something was wrong and I needed to check my phone. As I did, I got a text from my mother saying that Grandma Francis had past away just recently. Just like always I know when someone in my family has passed before I am told. I am unsure at why it happens but I always get this feeling. It is indescribable and very uneasy. Each time it starts out a lil different but usually happens when I wake up or it wakes me up...Odd I know. I loved her very much, all of us do. She shall be missed and it wont be the same with her. She is thee shortest, haha, yet toughest and most stubborn women I have ever known. I have learned a lot from watching her. Nothing ever held her down and I swear she was invincible :) But... "One night awaits all, and death's path must be trodden once and for all." - Horace. I believe it was her time and now there is no more pain. I love you Grandma... NO ONE can take your place. I'm sad there will be no more walkers thrown across the room anymore or talks of throwing Grandpa out the window ;)
Today should be fun. Spending the day getting things done that I have been putting off, doing a lil work, finishing a book,, then doodling :D prob one of my favorite things ever. Once Darin is off work, we are going to meet up with Courtney and her bf Andy and we are going to go ICE SKATING! I have not done that in years and am stoked! lol I am like a lil kid I swear. haha I can't wait. OH! Also tonight Steven, Darin and I are going to see The Road at midnight. It is going to be amazing and so jaw dropping.
Here is the trailer. Check it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hbLgszfXTAY
If you have not read the book, you need to. It seriously is a must. I am almost done with it and am in awe. It shows an amazing relationship between a father and his son. Guys... you will love this one. Thanks for referring all this babe ;)
